January 2012
7 posts
Butterflies :(
Life is so exhausting sometimes, it kills me.
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Basically this is me, stating that I’m starting over.
How cliché, oh I know- but believe me this needs to happen. I’m done thinking about you, I’m done talking about you, I’m done posting anything about you. I’m living my life like I was before you entered it, before love hit me like a ton of bricks. The only thing that could change it is you coming back but that...
Awesome, someone was on my ask on my personal, got hope it was Seth… Because I’m always hoping it’s him.
Turns out to be no one. Lovelifesomuch.
Everyone gives up on me, it’s nothing new.
December 2011
52 posts
I wish I could explain it all to you. Why i bring myself to be so close to someone then push myself away. It’s how I’m built and that’s how I’m going to be until I’m out of love with the one I’m missing. I can’t promise that will ever happen. I’m not saying I won’t ever fully be yours because we are so great for each other. I’m just too...
Loljk you just texted me to say you were kidding. Way to scare me, meh.
That was your last chance and you blew it. Nice going shithead.
I never write on here, what’s the point?
It’s like the words in my head either have been pouring out completely with the amounts of alcohol I’ve been consuming lately or they’re so tangled up in my head that I don’t know what to make of them.
Either way I’m running out of things to say and it’s scaring me a little.
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Tate: You told me to go away.
Violet: But I never said goodbye.
I have this overwhelming feeling of sadness and like I need to cry all the time. I’m not sure whats going on with me :(
Anonymous asked: Whats your main tumblr
Anonymous asked: what were you fucked up on a few days ago?
I truly hate my fucking life sometimes
I keep posting to my old blog instead of my own ok
Amelia are you the other one on my page
I think I’m going to change my blog names so you can never find me again, I’m so fucking sorry. I’m going forever now. Even if you could message me saying you saw this, I’d appreciate it just so this is an official goodbye.
I just want my Christmas gift from him that’s all I swear :(
Pissed off, first therapy session with my new psychologist. Awesome.
I just noticed the most beautiful boy in school today. I think he noticed me too is the best part :)
I keep missing unknown calls, WHY I LOVE UNKNOWN CALLS. Putting my phone on loud from now on
So that’s that, goodnight and goodbye.
Looking at old messages between us make me want to die a little…… So starts the deleting.
That fact I have to see you this weekend makes me so fucking angry let me tell you…
Wow everyone seems to be fucking me over lately!
I think I have a crush on you again and it kind of hurts.. A lot.
I miss being loved.
im going to bed because im hurt.
im sorry i love you i really am. im just fuckin heartbroken morwe than i have ever been before genuinely. like fuck im crying over you and its not like you even want to fucking be in my life. i want to be in yours cant you fucking see that? i have proved it time and time again but you keep telling me its “not that simple” well it is if you loved me...
this unkown number called me earlier wat why i havent gotten an unkown since forever ago and i missed it???
Haha if alexas was here we’d be fucking talkin about broke n heart swag omfg funniest shit
your probably asleep dreamin away while iiiiim stuckhere thinking of yooou.
\m./ who gives a fuck antmore
Anonymous asked: stop fucking telling me whether i care or not. youre being so fucking rude.
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Anonymous asked: dont worry, youre breaking mine. karmas a hoe right?
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Anonymous asked: youre so stubborn. have fun. tell me how all the dicks inside you goes
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Anonymous asked: haha shut up. you know i care. but i cant stop you. I just wish you would not hurt yourself over it. mindless sex degrades who you are as a woman. youre worth so much more. dont settle for the least. its not "cool" or whatever. I find it fucking stupid.
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Anonymous asked: finally you fucking fight back. i knew you had it in you
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Anonymous asked: see youre twisting it. and yeah, clearly you have everything so totally figured out.
And I’m not twisting shit, it is how it is. You fucked with my heart. Now what do I get? Heartbreak? That’s all? And you get a girlfriend? Wow, you clearly don’t care about my feelings.
Oh lol ok it’s posting to my personal i see what you did there
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Anonymous asked: Never mind. Why do i even bother
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Anonymous asked: ha ok its me so your fuq u post can go to hell. who else would write in it
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Anonymous asked: you twist everything
My nipples hurt fuck u piercings :((((((((
But his heart it broken too so bye deep convo time cox love you Seth oh wait you don’t read my blog ;(( you’re gonna be pissed when you see this I fuckef up love you even though you hate me wwwweeeee comeback
Ps he has the same name as myMOM